Dear my little princess,
Today is the 2nd day I’m away from you. I know this is hard.. very hard for me and for you too. You can’t ever imagine what I felt and I acted. The whole was tied up for benefit on learning to be absent from you as you could learn to be more independent when I’m gone. I know I’m going to miss you, hence I miss you so much right now, that I miss your desire to learn a new thing, observing people and new words, I miss your cunning tricks and a great deal of noise when you were mumbling in German.. hehehe..
Last night you’ve been giving a hard time to daddy, grandpa, grandma and your aunt Noi. Which I supposed this would be harder as I think you might be not needed me around and learned to sleep without me. I feel sorry and please do not get me wrong on this. Please do not think that I was to be rather cold-hearted and rather selfish to left you alone with daddy, since you know… he is capable to take care of you. He’s fantastic; please do help him as you’re helping me before. I know you’re good girl, with as much kindness as you could. I know ur daddy done a very good job.
How differently did every thing now appear in which I was concerned! I was expecting a phone call from your dad this morning in telling me that everything was all right. However after some time, I thought differently and called him and the moment I listened to his voice I know something must be wrong. I’m now stuck in Bintulu while waiting to be on board tomorrow and you know it willl take some time. My dear child, I won’t be able to hug and kisses you as always, I wont be able to put you in my arm, but I hope you know that I always love you.. always…
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