been a while

i've been meaning to write in this blog tapi tak sempat because we were busy moving in our stuff into new house, and also some other things i have to take care of at work . azah is doing fine it seems though the pregnancy symptoms still ader...all-day-sickness..hehehe...not just morning sickness...lepas tu fatigue...n takde mood...i feel like at times she seems to 'dislike' me being around...cam nyampah jer...hehehe...normal kot perempuan mengandung cam ni

maybe after this first trimester things will get better insya Allah...sian pun ader ...termuntah-muntah tu kalu tak sakit perut takper...and her constant stomach muscle cramps...i used to think that berkhatan is the most painful experience in the world

we're thinking of changing the gynae to another doctor...haven't shortlisted anybody yet...medical center pun maybe nak tukar...heard some cerita yang tak sedap didengar about current gynae...but yeah, there are other fishes in the sea...let's find out who's better suited for the job

i've been reading the 'what to expect when you are expecting' pregnancy guide book and i must tell you it does a lot at helping a clueless chap like me understand about the whole thing of pregnancy than just the basic concept of how a baby is conceived...hahaha...and we've been watching the 'in the womb' documentary on national geographic just so to appreciate every bit of pregnancy and what it means to us...it sure does mean a lot, and everything...love, life, and all...and i know the road to happiness doesn't end here...there's still long way to go and with a baby on its way, i just have to learn to put myself last...hehehe...boleh ker..?

everyday i ask azah when's the baby coming out? not just because i can't wait to meet the baby , but it's because i can't stand seeing her going through all the pain...i can understand why mothers are brokenhearted when their children never seem to appreciate the pain they have to go through bringing them into this world...it is so much pain i am apalled to know that children today think they don't owe their mothers anything right out of the amnion sack. don't they know they owe them (the mothers) 'life'.life was at a certain point, at stake.

apa la aku membebel ni but then, i'm just relieved to know that my wife is doing okay. tak ok takper i'll be around to take of her. even when she's so menyampah to see me,i'll be there. hehehe.