It's Unbelievable

June 16th, 2007

Our first appointment with O&G. We’ve chosen Datuk Dr. Nor Asyikin in Pantai Medical Centre Bangsar. I wasn’t feeling well that day. Plus I didn’t have a chance to grab any food for breakfast. Nampak muka my Hubby risau. While waiting for our names called, he’s out looking for some foods. Yup, he helped me a lot. His understanding of all the symptoms, made me proud of him. I love you darling. Thank you for being such a greatest partner. Layan semua kerenah I yang quite mengada-ngada ni… I could see how tired he was than me yg pregnant nih. Heehehe…

After the nurse checked my bodyweight, height and blood pressure, finally we met Dr. Nora. She looked lovely and OMG! She is so pretty. We’ve been talking about the entire problem I had and might be having soon. It was fast actually. The last part was the screening test(ultrasounds exam). You know, I did not how to describe the feelings when we first saw our baby. I felt I wanna cry… how wonderful the creation of Allah.

Our baby now is about 6mm long. Dr. Nora pointed at the heart, and she said that we could hear our baby’s heartbeat. I was surprised. I thot the heartbeat would be heard after 10 to 12 weeks then. But, with all the new technology, we could hear it by now. She turned on the volume… and that’s it. Our baby’s heartbeat. Oh… that was the time that I was so relieved and blissful. Thank you God… for this wonderful gift.

Now I Know....

June 14th, 2007

God! I have all those "joys" of pregancy's symptoms. Just have vomited in ladies and kantoi with Kak Far. She was smiling at me as if she knows everything. Aaaa…my morning sickness is started. I’m tired.. I’m sick of it.. I’m tired of this fatigue thingy and vomit thingy. But, the truly is, it’s not that I’m sick of this pregnancy. I love it. I love the fact that I am going to be a mom and my Hubby to be a dad. Its jz… why does some people did not like me who has to go to ladies all the time during this first trimester.

Chit chat with Kak Chit yesterday, she said she had gone through well during her first trimester. Same as Tinie. But not me. I could feel like extremely exhausted, fatigue and sometime I’ll lost my appetite and clearly in mind I dun really want to eat this and that. I would have ignored those feelings since I have gastric. So like it or not, I have to eat. When my Hubby asked me what would you like to eat? I would say… I dun know. There’s nothing in my mind. Yeah.. I’m confused. When people say, pregnant ladies will have all those weird cravings. Luckily I’m not. Some people said, it’s not yet started. 5 weeks and 4 days.. hmmm.. still long way to go…

To be pregnant woman is a wonderful feelings. Once you know that you're pregnant u can't tell how happy you are. Speechless... hmmmm...

first post from papa-to-be

words just won't say it clearly how it feels right now. the feelings are just, indescribable. i am so blessed.amen amen amen.

Am I Really?????

June 11th, 2007

Late for about 6 days to be exact. I hated those feelings. They said waiting to miss your period is your official excursion to Pregnancy Limbo Land. I can’t wait to know the truth. Am I pregnant? Or it’s jz late because of the hormones swinging back n forth as I’m too eager to be a mom? It was funny to know that we jz got married for about… not even 1 month! But, I still have these feeling. Can’t wait to get pregnant. Can’t wait to be a mom. Now i know why some of my frens felt that.

We’ve decided to go to TTMC. No more second test by me. I couldn’t face the fact if I’m not yet pregnant. Pathetic huh? Heheehe… well, not me. Blame the hormones. Because I’m pretty sure that I’m pregnant with all the symptoms I have. I feel the swollen, dizziness and extremely fatigue right now.

The suspense was killing me. I’m not sure about my Hubby. Doctor asked me to do the pregnancy test but I had to relax. She said, sometime when we’re too eager to have baby, the hormone would be affected. Also, as we had to count on our hCG (human Chorionic Gonadotropin) hormone in our urine. The rise of hCG can be vary from person to person, so the result are less than accurate. So, she advised me not put on high hope.

As I did the test, I wasn’t relaxed at all while waiting for the result. I knew this got to be what I wanted. I would tell my Hubby that I wanted this, but I won’t let him disappointed again.

When the time we had to see the Doctor again, I saw she smiled. “Congratulations…! The test is positive. You’re pregnant.” We were smiled and couldn’t stop smiling. Alhamdulillah... We both happy. Happy to know that we are going to be a parent soon. Too fast huh.. Blame my Hubby then.. hihihihi…

See.. I told ya! I’m pregnant!...;)

First Test

June 1st, 2007

Wrong assumption. I thot we have to count exactly 28 days of our period cycle. I calculated wrongly. I thot i was late for 2 days... So, we bought the test kit and I did the test yesterday afternoon. It turned out negative. Hmmm... I told my hubby and he said that was ok. I felt the disappointment. I wanted this happen. Then i consultd with nana regarding this matter. She said i supposed to test it early in the morning because of this and that...bla..bla.. i dun really understand that. The best part was, there is possibility to get those two lines next time if... u know...

I was convinced it would be positive, because I can feel it. The way I feel is different. I dunno. Anyway, we still have to wait for the perfect and exact date. Next week perhaps? Sighsss...